Sunday, April 8, 2012

Almost done University.. crazy!

Easter has been a crazy time for me and my family as per usual- the church thing really kept us running around and exhausted! Luckily no one got sick though, which is a family first.. although the 3 days full moon had us all in headaches and swallowing advil in every sip of water but *sigh* thank God it's over!

On top of it all I have been working like crazy to get my final assignments completed in time for tomorrow's submission date.  Last Wednesday was my final day of classes for my university career but I had to sing at a funeral so I didn't attend..  :(  Oh well, it's over without much pomp or circumstance and as much as I am nervous, the relief is just amazing! Sadly its only been short lasting since I still have to essays for my seminars and a final exam for my full year course to write.. cumulative too- as in, remember everything you've learned since September 2011 and be able to recognize cite passages by author and explain.. come on! there's only 300 authors and corresponding stories/poems, it's easy! SO NOT. Come April 17th midnight it will all be over and all my pain and suffering through essays, response papers, readings, lectures, tutorials and seminars will be a thing of the past :D

So beyond my crazy weekend, I managed to spend a total of 3 days working on my essay for CSCT 4HC3 (a.k.a the history of Cultural Studies seminar) and let me tell you it was no easy feat!  First I had to come up with a topic from nowhere, and the make sure it was a well researched, interesting argument about either something in the history of cultural studies or cultural studies that dealt with questions of urgency.. definitely took a lot out of me.. I spent half an hour out of my Holy Saturday vigil mass editing the 4 single spaced pages that I'd written hours before.. not to mention some of the homily in today's Easter Sunday mass finishing it up- and I didn't even get to the 4th page entirely! Thankfully my Bestest Best Friend agreed to read it over for me tonight, I couldn't/can't look at another sentence!

So just so you understand all the research work and the labour I took in writing the darn thing I've decided to post some pictures followed by my actual essay- pre submission and pre-conclusion lol

Enjoy! and please, keep ur negative comments to yourself!!(hehe)


Ethnocentrism and Urgency: The Importance of Challenging Post 9/11 Stereotypes
            The history of cultural studies seminar focused on a number of articles this term which shed light on the effects of terrorism on Western society, specifically in the United States of America where ethnocentrism and therefore racism and racial stereotyping have increased since the terrorist attacks on the world trade centre on 9/11.  The Jasbir Puar’s article “The Turban is Not a Hat: Queer Diaspora and Practices” focuses on the call for understanding and the willingness to gain knowledge on the difference between the “terrorist” Muslim and the peaceful Sikh on account of visual differences regarding the religious headwear of Sikh and Muslim men- the turban.  Puar asks the reader, in this case, the Canadian university student to consider the direct effects that 9/11 had and continues to have on non-white or “othered” bodies in regards to colonial and orientalist history of the West towards Indian culture.  In a similar way, Angela Failler’s article ‘Remembering the Air India Disaster: Memorial and Counter-Memorial” provides the Canadian example on the subject of ethnocentrism and racist stereotyping which has arisen in the “West”, post 9/11 and seeks to present the effects of terrorist action on Canadians of both Indian and non-Indian descent.  In order to examine more closely the Western ideology of people in the east and the relation of those in the east to the ideologies surrounding race, identity and social alienation this essay will provide working definitions for the following terms: ethnocentrism, stereotype, orientalism, racism and the “other”.  Furthermore, it will attempt to bring forward the problems involved in stereotyping as they arise within the issues of racism and the subjection of certain bodies [in this case, the non-white body] as object and subject of what Laura Mulvey termed “the gaze” as well as in relation to Edward Said’s term Orientalism.  Through examining Puar and Failler’s articles in relation to the aforementioned ideologies, this essay will provide an understanding of the work of cultural studies within the issues and questions surrounding race and identity as they are related to, and effect ethnocentrism along with cultural acceptance and alienation.
                     When approaching subject matter relative to post 9/11, it is important that the cultural theorist or cultural studies student attain and work through a common understanding and definition for the term “ethnocentrism” which will enable them to examine more clearly the accounts of events that lead towards the mislabelling and stereotyping various cultural groups.  The Oxford English Dictionary defines the term ethnocentric (ethnocentricity, ethnocentrism) in two ways: “ethnocentric: 1 evaluating other races and cultures by criteria specific to one’s own, 2 believing in the inherent superiority of one’s own race or culture” (OED).  Relatively, Edgar and Sedgwick’s Cultural Theory The Key Concepts defines “ethnocentrism” as: “the tendency to refer exclusively to one’s own cultural values and practices, even if engaged with others who may not share those values [and] likewise, the tendency to describe and judge the systems of value and dominant practices of other cultures from the standpoint of one’s own” (115).  The definition given also maintains that “such an attitude has connections with the stereotyping of others and can be a feature of racism and prejudice” (115).  While the OED definition gives a more concise definition, Edgar and Sedgwick provide a working definition which, being more than theory, rather allows for the student to understand the practice, cause and effect of “ethnocentrism”.  The issue arises when, in the case of mistaken identity the non-Sikh or non-Muslim American/Canadian person allows themselves to retain and put into practice the mind frame of ethnocentrism.  The opinion of the ethnocentric person translates the presence of an “other” or different person and relegates that presence to a position of inferiority and direct opposition with their own self and social, cultural or political position that then renders that presence as an object and not a subject.  Therefore, as Puar cites through Butler and Ahmed, “hate does not reside in a given subject or object [but rather] it circulates between signifiers in relationships of difference and displacement” (184).  Furthermore, “the challenge [of] localizing fear in a body [offers that] the feared body occurs through a visual racial regime as well as the impossibility of containment of feared bodies” (Puar 184).  The author also provides that “the anxiety of this impossibility of containment subtends the relegation of fear to a distinct object, producing the falsity of a feared object [and therefore inhibits] the nonresidence of emotions, their circulation between bodies, that binds subjects together, creating pools of suspicious bodies” (Puar 184).  This presence is therefore taken as a literal object and this causes the spark of ‘contagion’ wherein there is little to no differentiation made between a turbaned Sikh man and a turbaned Muslim man, with racist sentiments then stemming from purely visual findings.  As a result, it is the work of cultural theorists and students to understand and breakdown the questions of why and how race is purely a visual finding and whether or not differentiation will help to end that racism.
            To further understand the idea that racism, ethnocentrism and racial stereotyping [along with sexism and homophobia] stem from visual difference, it is important to understand exactly why and how physical cultural distinctions or interpretations affect cultural identity.  While Puar suggests that ‘seeing’ race or the ‘vision of race’ can be used to combat the issues of ethnocentrism, racism etc, the author also struggles with what she provides as a mistaken identity clause wherein Sikh groups attempt to gain acceptance by showing themselves as counter to or different from ‘Muslims’ (169).  While the non-Sikh or non-Muslim Canadian/American places a label of “other” on both Sikh’s and Muslims, it is necessary to consider the issues of representation, exoticism and “Other” as they pertain to and affect ethnocentrism and racism.  In O’Brien and Szeman’s text Popular Culture a user’s guide, the concept of “other” and more specifically the representation of the Other is defined as follows: “popular visual culture, has traditionally worked to reinforce and accentuate the cultural code of masculine dominant and female subjection by spectacularizing difference and inequality [and] much the same thing occurs in the representation of minorities, whole visible embodiment of difference has serves, like the category of femininity, to shore up the dominant- white, masculine-code of identity” (90-91).  Furthermore they cite that “like the female body, the non—white body, both male and female, has historically served the function as spectacle, a site for projection of fear and desire in the form of stereotypes” (91). Therefore in order to understand the cause and effect of cultures [viewed and thought after as] “other”, we must examine the following two theories: Edward Said’s term Orientalism and Laura Mulvey’s concept of “the gaze”.  Once the definitions of these two terms have been clarified, it will be easier to see how the ‘specular’ is relied upon for these “othered” groups or individuals (Dean, 2012). 
            Laura Mulvey’s theory of “the gaze” and Edward Said’s concept of orientalism and have been used side by side within various areas of cultural studies for reasons which this essay also seeks to illustrate: that the relationship between “East” and “West” in colonial history has caused a want or seeking of the exotic and has placed non-white people as subjects of interest for white men [specifically]. In Practices of Looking: an introduction to visual culture, Sturken and Cartwright provide an understanding of both “the gaze” and of “exotic” through the use of paintings/images by white men involving non-white women from Tahiti and Papua New Guinea:
                   These paintings also produce meanings of discourses of race, gender, and   colonialism [and] the women in [the] painting’s are specifically coded as other, in  particular as the exotic other who represent a world supposedly unspoiled by modern  civilization, a paradise.  The race of the women is marked [so that they are viewed as]   exotic, different, and other” in accordance with the binary oppositions of      civilization/nature, white/other, and male/female. (Sturken and Cartwright 100-102)
Sturken and Cartwright provide their reader with the concept of “the gaze” defining it in relation to the position of women in films as presented objects of what Mulvey terms the “male gaze” (76).  They provide that “the concept of the gaze is fundamentally about the relationship of pleasure and images; in Mulvey’s theory, the camera is used as a tool of voyeurism [or the pleasure in looking while not being seen], disempowering those before its gaze” (Sturken and Cartwright 76).  Furthermore, “the image convention of depicting women as objects of the gaze and men as lookers continues to exist today [and] this convention has many cultural and social implications” (Sturken and Cartwright 80-81).  While Sturken and Cartwright allow that “the concept of the gaze is not restricted to questions of subjectivity and spectators [there are] also ways of thinking about institutional gazes, which have the capacity to establish relationships of power and to affect individuals within them” (93).  It is in this understanding that we can return to the issue of Sikh vs Muslim mistaken identity and causes of visual racial stereotyping and “other-ing”.  The white male in this case is the “looker” according to Mulvey, and the Turbaned non-white male is the subject and object of the white man’s gaze.  Therefore as Puar cites, “the turban, and the body that it sits upon” becomes not only a subject for viewing but a site through which gender, therefore masculinity and sexuality are read and questioned (168).  The question from the Canadian university student: how does this excuse or enable racial stereotyping?
            Puar’s article provides an interesting relationship for ethnocentrism, racism and the non-white identity with Edward Said’s concept of “orientalism” as she allows her reader [the Canadian University student] to understand the “double movement” which has been enabled for the “queer South Asian diasporas” (169-70).  As such, it is important to understand Said’s concept to then comprehend what this double movement allows.  O’Brien and Szeman provide that “Edward Said uses the term Orientalism to describe a dominant form of colonial discourse in which a mythologized East, or “Orient”, becomes a site for the projection of Western fantasies of otherness as well as a mechanism for Western domination of actual non-Western cultures” (240).  The text further informs the reader that:
                   Orientalism consists of a repertoire of images and ideas that produce ‘the Orient’ as   an               object of Western knowledge and control.  Disseminated through a variety of  institutionalized forms [and which] draws on a bank of stereotypical (and frequently inconsistent) qualities- inscrutability, deviousness and treachery, religious    fundamentalism and immorality, violence, and excessive delicacy and effeminacy- in  order to construct ‘the oriental’ as a fixed, unchanging other, lacking subjectivity or  internal variation and condensed in binary opposition to Western consciousness and  culture.  At the same time [serving] to mark the absolute otherness of Eastern people [and] turning other cultures into objects of Western knowledge. (O’Brien and Szeman   240)
Through this definition, Puar’s discussed “double moment: an invitation to  participate in and reproduce narratives of U.S queer exceptionalism in contradistinction to perverse (Orientalist) and repressed (neo-Orientalist human rights discourse) sexualities of the East [in the queering of terrorist populations of the sexually perverse brown terrorist]: the body or object”- the turban and the body it is attached to (Puar 169).  Therefore, the “turban” itself affects not only one’s notion of person, race or culture but of “queer” and sexuality as well (Dean 2012). 
            The ethnocentric person, as Edgar and Sedgwick propose features strongly in creating cultural stereotypes and racism which “play a significant role in shaping the attitudes of members of [one] culture to others” (336).  It is within their definition of the term “stereotype” that the Canadian university student can see the effect that ethnocentrism has on multi-cultural societies [specifically “Western society”]: “a stereotype is an oversimplified and usually value-laden view of the attitudes, behaviours and expectation of a group or individual [wherein] such views may be deeply embedded  in sexist, racist or otherwise prejudiced cultures, and are typically highly resistant to change” (Edgar and Sedgwick 337).  As this definition explains, the ethnocentric person contributes to a general stereotyping of a culture or cultures and these labels are then carried over into every aspect of society therefore causing problems for anyone who may fit into the stereotype or definition associated with certain cultures physically, behaviourally and so on.  Furthermore, it is important to understand that the ethnocentric person themselves if also subject to the culture in which they are raised with all of its norms, values, practices and practical theories that contribute to the continuation of racist, stereotypical behaviour.  
            As a result, systemic racism which has been created through a history of and perpetuated by ongoing cultural stereotypes becomes common place, so that post 9/11 Americans have turned towards any non-white individual or cultural group with violence and ignorance. In Angela Failler’s article “Remembering the Air India Disaster: Memorial and Counter Memorial”, the author reminds her reader [in this case the Canadian university student] that Canada [relatively] though needing a better anti-terrorist aim, cannot escape the past which oppresses the present but rather, that Canadians can choose whether or not to perpetuate the same ideas as those in past.  Also, as discussed in seminar, perhaps the author is asking the student to consider the need to create a true and well-rounded inclusive history involving every angle and side of a situation which should then be written by many authors of varying experience and voice (Dean 2012).  Although, will it be enough if the ethnocentric voice is excluded from history?  The hope is that racism, stereotyping and ultimately ethnocentrism itself will disappear from society but then theorists and students of cultural studies have to be putting the theories into practice with no space for error or incorrect thought.  Ultimately, where would the “Western” societies [Canada/ the United States of America] gain their understanding of “culture” [Culture] if there were no diversity present?  The challenge therefore lies in the need to find a space within “Western” [C]culture for the acceptance [and/or] tolerance of non-Western [or Eastern], or “Other” bodies, cultures and ultimately peoples for the sake of a world that should be unified [especially] in the aftermath of tragedies and terrorism.          

Works Cited:

Dean, Amber. “Remembering the Air India Disaster: memorial and counter-memorial”. CSCT

            4HC3. McMaster U: Hamilton. 13 February 2012. Seminar.

Dean, Amber. “The Turban is Not a Hat: queer diaspora and practices of profiling”. CSCT

            4HC3. McMaster U: Hamilton. 13 February 2012. Seminar.

“Ethnocentric.” The Canadian Oxford Paperback Dictionary. Ed. Alex Bisset. 2000. Print.

Edgar, Andrew and Peter Sedgwick. Cultural Theory The Key Concepts. New York, NY:    
     Routledge. 115-364. 2008. Print.

Failler, Angela. “Remembering the Air India Disaster: Memorial and Counter Memorial”.              Cultural Studies/Critical Theory 4HC3. Ed. Amber Dean. Hamilton: McMaster U. 79-         105. 2012. Print

O’Brien, Susie and Imre Szeman. Popular Culture A User’s Guide. Toronto, ON: Nelson. PAGE             2010  Print.

Puar, Jasbir. The Turban is Not a Hat: Queer Diaspora and Practices”. Cultural Studies and            Critical Theory 4HC3. Ed. Amber Dean. Hamilton: McMaster U. 95-113. 2012. Print.

Sturken, Marita and Lisa Cartwright. Practices of Looking an introduction to Visual Culture.         NewYork US: Oxford UP. 76-106. 2003. Print.



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Monday, March 26, 2012

Can I Set Fire to the Rain?

When the rain starts, often times it's impossible to stop it- in fact, we can't actually physically stop it.  We wish that we could and that we were able to have more control overall in our lives, from the weather to the speed in which time passes to the lunch menu special at our favorite eatery..but we can't and sometimes that creates moments in our day when we are so beyond frustrated that we no longer react normally and we no longer process thought normally.  

I live my life underneath a perpetual black cloud which continuously threatens to drench me without a moments notice.. My very best friend is being forced out of the country and I have now entered the last week and a half of my entire University career.. oh yeah, and this weekend is Palm Sunday and the following is Easter and if you know me, you know just how busy I am [without saying].  

As is stands I have to write 5 response papers, 2 large essays worth 2500-3000 words each and one final exam before I will officially be finished my undergraduate studies... and i'm trying not to freak out.. too late! 

If I could control time, I would freeze it in this moment for reasons which I am proud to say are entirely selfish. I could sit and have the time that I am now lacking to sit with my best friend and enjoy the passing time in ongoing perpetuity.  Also, I could write both essays and my 5 short response papers in peace and without the looming due dates approaching.  Easter would still be a distant blip through the frost covered windows and Christmas garlands. 

But then again... I'd still have to write 15 essays and responses along with reading through the entire semester's worth of theory and literature texts.. and we'd still be worrying about the impending doom of the government notice and I'd be more poor because of the insane gift giving that "has" to happen.  

I don't know how I'll ever get through these next 6 days but I really hope they pass as slowly as they can.. or else all that I hold dear will be gone and all I'll have to look forward to is the end of my April 17th exam and getting a "big girl job". Great. 

*sigh* If I could set fire to the rain and I could watch it burn then at least my eyes would have a spectacle to behold that I have created myself and I could stop or start it in my own time.

S.O.S.

XOXO
C

Thursday, February 23, 2012

2 months and counting!!

So the end of February doth approach and I am feeling nervous, excited, concerned, stressed, relieved, terrified, thrilled and nauseated all at the same time!  It's a very complicated range of emotions but considering I'll be finished my undergraduate academic career in just over 2 months I suppose it's only normal- or so the voices in my head tell me (hehe).

I just booked an appointment with an academic advisor for this upcoming Tuesday because my "unofficial" degree audit tells me that two of the classes in which I am currently enrolled have been assigned to the "unassigned" courses area.  Which, I though I needed them to graduate... if I don't than I would love to drop them now before any further harm is done to my grade point average.  Although I'd also like to see them through to the end so if I have to stay in them than that will be alright as well.

I can't believe how much I've neglected posting but I've decided not to apologize but rather to move forward and bring it up to date with the events of my life since 2012 started.

I went to the orthodontist and got the biggest shock of my life! My treatment is coming along nicely but apparently my my orthodontist thought we were going to be surgically expanding my lower jaw to fix my under bite- apparently within her own mind considering that It was not mentioned once to me though allegedly we had "talked" about it.  Well, I am definitely NOT going through that again! As a result I get to wear these elastics which constrict my jaw throughout the day and night and give me headaches and nightmares but hey! It certainly beats going through another grueling surgery and recovery session so I'm going to be a good little metal mouth and wear my elastics diligently- I have them on right now in fact!  *High Five for me!*

This week of the month is what the university's call "reading week" and as the fantastic student that I am, I have actually been reading! I know! I can't believe it either! Although certain familial distractions have prevented me from achieving my goal amount of reading, I have decided not to waste the next 36 hours and get as much done as physically possible.

What Familial distractions you might ask? well, besides my grandmother having her hip replaced and coming home tomorrow from a month long stay in hospital, we ( my sisters and I) have made it our goal to create and complete the 100 guest invitations for one of my sisters wedding that will be held in July- we have to have them done now so they can be send out post-haste by April.  Why do them so early you ask? well, my oldest sister and my only niece (i.e Mrs. Dr Smarty-pants and the Fifster) are coming for a 3 week visit which will take place this March and in which there will be little to no time to sit around fussing over purple bows and hot gluing rhinestones.

 So with visits to grandma increasing soon plus the added distracting fun of out of town family I've got to contend with the usual home/school/church stuff as well.  There is going to be a lot going on in March for academically alone, it's going to be tons of fun trying to make my brain work while people around me are partying.. oh well, I guess this is what the first 4 years prepares you for, right?

Did i mention that I broke the damper pedal on the family piano Monday night? Yep, I did!  The piano tuner guy we've had for ages had come and fixed it about 2 years of so ago- he concocted a temporary solution with a wire and some string and perhaps an elastic band or two but the temporary sort of became permanent until now that it's finally in it's "broken-needs-to-be-fixed" state once more.  *sigh* I hate trying to sustain the sounds with my hands... I regret the damage to my piano and I am hoping we can have it fixed soon...* crosses-fingers*

Here are some pictures detailing my current chaotic schedule for homework and some randoms about the weather and the state of chaos in my life. Enjoy!





February Cat Frolicking in Foliage




Sunday, January 22, 2012

Honestly, I just Don't Get It!

If you're reading this and wondering what the "It" is.. just keep reading 

In all seriousness though, I'm supposed to be writing up my presentation for a seminar I have tomorrow.. but it's no use! I'm stumped and frustrated. Thankfully it's only worth 20% of my final grade in the course but it's giving me more stress than necessary.

I'm supposed to be presenting on an article written by a number of smart people for 8-10 minutes without giving any kind of summary but simply looking at a few sections of it and commenting on it in relation to the major themes of the course... easier said than done.  The course is entitled "The History of Cultural Studies" not likely an easy topic.  And to be quite frank, I'm more a fiction, not a theory buff.. which means I'm going to get hammered tomorrow.  My only saving grace is that the guy who went last week managed to survive merely talking for a few minutes and asking 2 overly stuffed, incomprehensible questions to a dumb founded group of 20 supposedly intelligent upper year English majors and standing in silence for a good 5 minutes waiting for the professor to intercede and break the humiliating silence. 

Talk about stress.  I'm following that guy and probably to the grave.. 

I also have no drive, since this weekend I made a terrible mistake in judgement and stayed up late Friday night watching the newer Phantom of the Opera movie with Gerard Butler ( you know you love him!) until 3 am and then sleeping 2 hours to wake up and turn off my insanely set alarm clocks to then turn them off and roll around half an hour before catching another 3 hours of useless sleep.  By the end of last night (sat) I felt terribly light headed and nearly passed out twice.  Furthermore, the 9 hours I received last night didn't help and I woke up groggier and a terrible boomerang headache.  My eye balls have been burning since..

Well here I go plunging into an article that I am certain will have me constantly referring to my Oxford E.D a couple thousand times throughout it's 15 pages..

Wish me luck.  Gah! *sighs loudly and endures knowing glance from sister next to me while the little person in my head begins running around with arms flailing and a head in flames*

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

It's a Weird Day for January..

There is nothing like having high winds and rain in the middle of January... honestly I'm beginning to think we'll have snow in July- not that a cool summer is a bad thing (hehe) but then I'll have to make my sister a cape to go with her wedding dress.  which would just be a shame.

So what am I up to tonight?  Well instead of reading or working on some necessary stuff for any of my 6 courses I've decided to take some time to myself while being constructive.  I'm currently watching a very entertaining movie, one that allows laughter and smiles along with critical thinking and cinematic observation to be had.  I speak of no other than Mel Brooks' "Robin Hood Men in Tights".  IF you don't believe me watch it for yourself.

Did you know that Mel Brooks is one of few movie making giants who aims to keep the audience in check with reality and the falsities of the cinematic experience?  Certain objects, moments, incidents and acting motives are  strategically implemented to keep the viewer interested, entertained and in touch with the fact that they are watching a movie which is simply a portrayal of real instances, objects, incidents etc.  One might consider the work of Plato and the concept of mimesis to explain the purpose of movies such as the ones Mel Brooks creates.

Well that's all for now.. the movie doth await me.


Wednesday, January 11, 2012

And It begins...

I've been struggling all week to get work done on the first seminar presentation for one of my new seminars and   I am finding the hardest challenges I have ever had to face.

The presentation for seminar is the shortest one's I will ever have this year- my final year.  The professor- whom I am absolutely stoked to work alongside of- made the seminar presentations in the format of 500 word responses which is slightly out of step with the usual 8-15 minute presentation requirements of other seminars I have encountered and am currently enrolled in.

Now you might be saying to yourself... "500 words is nothing!" and in comparison to the 2500 words that was the average for seminar presentations as of last semester, you would be correct.  But do not let such an "easy" word count fool you.  It is definitely proven- in the case that I've done it before- that writing anything in 500 words, getting all our your points across and having to do it as succinctly as possible is no easy feat.  In fact it requires a lot of work, stress, concentration, screaming, yelling, pain and overall discomfort.

Luckily i decided to present my first of two seminars the first week (ie tomorrow) and I say "luckily" because the readings for this week are simply poetry selections and not an entire novel.  But considering I was not really given much instruction and when asking for some guidance was not provided with much help from my fantastic professor, I am facing a great issue... the question that has been my brick wall the past 36 hours has been thus: "do I respond to simply one text of poetry? Or do I choose two and respond to them simultaneously?"  *sigh* the answer to which I am still unsure.  And yes, I present in approximately 10 hours.

Anywho, I just hope I can survive the next couple of hours and get myself in bed in time to catch atleast 6 hours of sleep.

Sherman Alexie why do you conflict me so??? *sigh*

XOXO

Sunday, January 1, 2012

This Minute...Some 2012 Motivation

I received the following motivational message in an e-mail on Dec 31st from a very wise friend who understands that importance of not sweating the little things... So take "a minute" to read as it is Definitely worth thinking about when wondering what to do with your time during this brand new year.



This minute is the most important one, because this minute is the one you
can use. There is so much you can do in this minute if you'll simply allow
the best possibilities to unfold.

Let go of the regrets and guilt and resentment you've carried with you from
other times. See how foolish it is to be held back by fears about days that
have not yet even arrived.

Think of all the good things that truly mean so much to you. 
Give your focus to those things, and make use of this minute, right now and
right here, to expand on that goodness in your world.

Don't be concerned about what might or might not be, or what others might or
might not think of you. Live instead from your authentic center, and make
this minute one that adds value to your experience.
 
Though you may have good excuses for holding back, use this minute to move
forward. Though the effort will not be easy, your life is worth the trouble.

This minute is filled with promise and possibility. Right now is when you
can transform it into real and lasting value, so do.
 
- R. Marston
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"We make choices to survive but we still have to survive our choices. Choose wisely." ~Ky-Mani 
Not everyone has a right to speak into your life.  With some people you spend an evening: with others you invest it. Don't waste time on a dead-end (M.C)

I hope you all have a wonderful 2012 year and it brings you fantastical challenges, trials, fears, joy, peace, successes, happiness, sadness, pain, pleasures, excitement and wonder!  Take the time to appreciate the life you have and the world you live in.  

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!!!!!!!